Minggu, 15 April 2018

Sunday for children

I am in my room right now. It is 4.30 PM

I just finished my activities in this sunny sunday. Yup! When everyone is homey or goes to vacation, I'm working for 2 cute girl, 1 cute boy, and 1 pretty boy. I started from 10 AM. Alhamdulillah productive sunday! It is rainy. So I love it!

I am in my room. I just cooked hot water (haha masak air? Biar anget) then I drink hot chocolate.

Hmmh, after some rest, I'll clean my room, and go to my aunt home. And soon, I'll be in home..

❤.

Sabtu, 14 April 2018

Teaching, Teaching, Shopping!

What a very loooooonggg day!

Starting at 9 AM . And I'm in my room around 11 PM

I was beginning activities with 1 cute boy and 1 pretty boy. Call them Fairus and Dafi. It was our first meeting studying together. I was watching them while doing tasks, and I just known how to handle them easily for next meeting.

There was manda. She was just accompany me teaching. I was so sorry for her. She was too much silent and just watched us talking. But I promise she was listening to my speech about lesson.

Dafi. Grade 9. He said he wanted to be e-gamer or whatever it was~ hmmm he talked much how to be richman just being an e-gamer. He said It was about you as player must arrange so many strategies and won the game, then got much money. I thought that was a normal boy want to be.. haha just like tegar did. He loves game and all about game a lot.

Fairus. Grade 4. He is cute just like lil boy. He said he didn't like math very much. Hmm after I heard he said it, I easily thought It would be difficult to teach him. And then... it happened.
I must be patient for this one. Hopely I could help him to love math and get better score. Aamiin..

Btw, after teaching. I was straight on my way to go to mall ciputra grogol. I met nova. We had secret mission behind fenny. Hmm actually behind fenny febi irma. Recently, they wore veil. Alhamdulillah.. we planned to give each of them 4 veils in different colors. And we did it today! We found the best seller, and decided to buy 12.

Here I am on my bed, writing this story.

Tomorrow, I have schedule for teaching indrie, dafi, and fairus. And then finally I'll be in the train and soon... I'll in home..

Fighting for my way!
Alhamdulillahirabbilalaamiin for everything😍

Kamis, 12 April 2018

Reality

And the reality is...

I was not doing a thing that day!

I was just sleeping and then teaching in the afternoon..
and going back to room, and sleeping.

sleeping

sleeping

sleeping


But today.. Alhamdulillah..
I'm just finished all things about registration postgraduate school. 

Hopefuly, I'm luck.
Bismillah


Rabu, 11 April 2018

Sick

Hi..

I am sick today. Actually It was started from 2 days before. I got cold, dizzy, my voice.. I dont know where did it goes~

Yup I even can't talk well to my sister
She is doing midtest today. So I don't want to disturb her just because I ask for helping me going to hospital.

Last night, was worst night ever. I can't breath and sleep easily.

But in the next morning, or today.. I'm better.

I had so many tasks must be done today
1. Finishing essay about next thesis
2. Translating journal to english
3. Uploading some documents to postgraduate school registration portal

There are only 3 tasks. And now 9.22 I even don't do anything yet. I'm still dizzying hmmh

12April18

Selasa, 10 April 2018

Thing I can buy for parent by myowned

Assalamualaikum..

Hi you! I mean anyone who read this post

I just want to tell you my several stories.
Alhamdulillah.. I just graduated on Sept last year and Now I'm very buzy on preaparing for postgraduate school. I hope I could be one of students there.. Aamiin..

After graduation, I was being called by my old student, being her teacher, and I said YES. (I mean I've ever been being a teacher in Bimbel. And I stopped it because I must be focus to thesis, at that moment)

So, beside preaparing for postgraduate school, I do private tutor for my old student and her lil sister. She is grade 9 JHS and her lil sister, grade 7 JHS.

I am so glad she had much better in study. She got position 3 in her class. She got highest score for math, She liked english so much, and more dilligent than before. So does her sister. Kind of dilligent and cute kids. 😄

From it, Alhamdulillah I have salary. I can buy what I want, I can pay for testing TOEFL and TPA, and the highlight is I can buy milk for mom, dad, and aunt. I buy Anlene for mom and aunt, and Diabetasol for dad. I know it's like nothing. But I think It's the best time to start caring them.

Perharps, For now I only can share this for them. But deeply in my heart. I really want to share everything what I have, everything of mine for them, for family. (Just a standart and simple thing children wanna do for parent)

I maybe could listen to people for manyways. But the truly struggles are only me and Allah who know that..  so please don't too much look for other. They have their ways, their pains, their lifes.

Just focus on your way ya ra..
Ganbatte!

Alhamdulillahirabbilalaamiin for everything now

*not a good grammar everywhere 😂 *

Senin, 19 Februari 2018

Haiku


Haiku 1
Langit biru berawan
Burung menari membuat lukisan
Itu, Namamu!

Haiku 2
Warna-warni bunga
Harum penuhi ruang
Kau datang!

Haiku 3
Pilu, sakit, tak tahan
Luka menganga
Trauma

Haiku 4
Sakit perut
Kupu-kupu berterbangan
Kasmaran

Haiku 5
Warna-warni pelangi
Gelap dan terang
Perjalanan hidup

Haiku 6
Peluh berjatuhan
Do’a dikirimkan
Perjuangan

Haiku 7
Cantik rupawan
Kuat mempesona
Aku!

Haiku 8
Lepas tali sepatu
Menoleh ke belakang
Hanya jejak

Haiku 9
Aku menoleh
Kau tidak
Cerita kita

Haiku 10
Pahit kopi
Manis gula
Kita jadi satu


 Haiku oleh: Tiara Indra Saraswati






Terpenjara Trauma


Malam hari di sudut ruang
Dingin menggigil merasuk tulang
Hancurkan jejak juga kenangan
Kisah sedih kembali terulang
Dalam memori tak kunjung hilang

Kunci telah berkarat
Rapuh, usang tak berwarna
Lama tersimpan, terlupakan
Hatipun membiru
Lama tak dibuka
Terpenjara trauma
Tenggelam sampai palung ketakutan
Berharap pada penyelam

Lagu sedih dimainkan
Puisi sedih memilukan
Sesaat terdiam
Kembali tenggelam dalam trauma
Pipi tak lagi basah
Entah untuk sekian lama

Senyum terukir sesekali
Sesal, malu menyelimuti
Untuk hati yang tak kunjung lepas
Terpenjara trauma

puisi oleh: Tiara Indra Saraswati

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